The beach reminded me of you. It was hot and beautiful. :)
Before I told you “I miss you” in response to what you’ve said, “The beach reminded me of you. It was hot and beautiful,” I analysed my thoughts first. It took me about 5.5 hours to process what I was thinking and what emotion I felt with your words. What you’ve said reminded me of the dates we had where we’ll (or just you rather) talk about sex where everybody can hear us. I wished that you could tell me that in person too and I have concluded that I indeed missed you. We have been seeing each other in the past 3 consecutive weeks and this is the first weekend we didn’t see each other, thus, i should miss you.
If you think that I’m too quick, I want to tell you that yes, I really over think things. If I don’t, I could have said I love you right after when I gave in.
When I said, “I miss you” I just want you to know that. I don’t expect you would feel the same way but I prefer you could say something. Maybe “I need time to think for the most appropriate response” or “thank you” perhaps or let me know if you don’t like me saying that, just let me know.
By the way, I have the book now, “A Younger Man.” I hope that this will give me insight to what can happen with two gay men with such age gap.